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Really? Thought provoking? It was exhausting to read only a few paragraphs.
I’ll never understand someone’s need to pick another person apart. Let this dude and his husband live their lives. His sexuality is one billion percent none of your business.
Because I followed you since high school when I was mentally unstable, keeping questioning myself,feeling insecure.Even worse,I planned to kill myself from time to time.Then my girl friends come to me and suggest
Even now I still don’t have found my inner peace.So I.I know it’s weird.But when I see a gay couple happily together that put a smile on my face too.
Because I followed you since high school when I was mentally unstable, keeping questioning myself,feeling insecure.
(Anyone could tell even a petty thing could have made large impact on someone in their childhood or fragile state)
My father tried to kill me and my mother.My mother always wanted me to get a girlfriend and to have children.My relatives are very conservative.I know I was an disappointment and dishonor to my family.
I knew I should be grateful with being allowed alive without prisoning in my country because there are so many countries who would sentence me to death,but I can’t.
My grades that could granted me access to the top universities dropped harshly.
My class teacher kept criticizing me and asking whatever happened to me saying that I could spill my gut to them.
So I did one day by writing a composition about the LGBT community and I was invited to his office
He asked me to explain what LGBT means.I did.And you know what he said?
He said “fuck off.I don’t need to hear any of this”.
That’s when I realized there would be no hope for me.
Why can’t I be like other children?
I don’t blame on my parents or teachers.
The only one thing I hated at that time is that I didn’t have balls to take away my life.My life hit rock bottom.
Then one of my girl friends came to me and suggested me to use Instagram and YouTube to follow gay couples.That saved me.I know it’s weird but I found happiness seeing gay couples happily together and got heartbroken when they broke up even tho I know it’s just their fake persona...
You are one of the first “gays” I followed online and probably the first “gay” married that I had known.At that time,those gay couples became my spiritual pillars and lights that stop me from crumbling.
So when I know “you are bi”,my first thought is that this relationship could not work and your sexual desire for women would eventually surface just like a lot of bi guys I’ve met in my country and now married to women.
I know a lot of gay couples secretly tried 3 way to spice up their life and they still love each other,but Leo is gay and you are bi.
I would not know if Leo agreed to let you have sex with women.
But one thing I’m sure is that if someone’s true desire suppressed for too long in a relationship it would eventually erupt like a volcano.
And it’s not just me who think this way over 80% gays I know in my country agree with me.We all have the same insecurities over bi guys.
It’s just that they don’t care about what happened to others while I can’t be like them because I base my happiness on other gay couples’ happiness and the happiness coming from it is way bigger than I had in my entire life.
So you see..I thought you were one of those initial lights who spared me warmth and comfort but the lights are no longer pure and are stained with the dark of my insecurities.
I tried to convince myself all that I see online is just fake illusions made to attract attention but I failed.
You know what?I also hate myself for being like this.
I care about others too much.Some of my friends can’t even stand with that and it breaks me to see them hurt.So I decided to keep distance with everyone else believing that as long as I don’t befriend them they could not be hurt by me any more
However the more I I isolated from them the more I wanted to put my life on those fake gay couple illusions online.
Most of people have their own weird addiction that can’t be explained,don’t they?
This is my addiction.
I kept asking myself should I just quit investing so much on you.
Rationally,I don’t think you are one of those saints who can overcome the deprivation of sex so it’s better for me to just forget about anything about you.
Emotionally I want to witness your ending and if it ended the way I expected I would love to say “I told you so”.
like a gambling,even though you know it’s just a trap to hook your money ,still you can’t stop yourself from being drawn to it.
One thing I want to warn you is that...
You became an author of your lover story when you decided to post it online which would hook all kinds of readers.
If your copyright is free,you could get away easily.
However if you started to use your story to profit or gain attention like onlyfans or something like that,be ready to get critical comments and low rating or even refund applications from readers who invest too much on your story if it’s not the ending what readers expect.
Okay,just kidding.
It sounds so creepy,but the idea is that there will always be people who would criticize you for not living to their expectation.
As for me I wouldn’t say anything else harsh other than your sexuality and my criticism is not towards you just so you know.
However I would not love to see you get Leo trapped in your own game just because you are too afraid to let go.
I don’t want to see another bi guy force his gay partner to be “homoflexible” so that he could be with a woman in a triple relationship.
Better a finger off as aye wagging.
If one day your bisexual desire strikes,please make sure Leo’s feelings always your priority.
sorry for causing a scene and thank you for your patience and replies.
My intention is never to generalize the whole bisexual community.It’s to let people know what they should consider before investing on a bisexual person and to encourage more bi ppl to express their inner deeper sexual desire for the harm it would cause.
Also I study statistics.Do you know
hypothesis-testing？When a small sample gets an extreme result,it doesn’t 100% confirm something however it makes the hypothesis questionable.None of our research is 100%right.I present my result to cause awareness but you intend to represent bisexuality with your results.In addition,if your research isn’t based on anonymity,there’s a high chance people not telling the truth(Especially when they are in a relationship or have similar friend zone with yours,surely they would not dare to tell the truth fearing it spreads out and destroys his or her reputation)while my information is mostly collected from strangers online or offline who I would not have more connections with.Judging by your comment,you are also trying hard to get rid of the type of bi ppl which would only made more of them to be afraid to be honest.Even though they are not the majority,so what?They are also bi.Shouldnt you be more aware of their existence and more tolerant with them since you are also bi?The questIon is that would you date them if you want a long term relationship?it’s really disappointing that how bi people keep erasing their visibility and trying so hard to decrease the diversity of bisexuality.If you want to carry the bi label,it’s also your responsibility to carry the burden of what it takes to be known as bisexual—-being misconceived.It’s actually irresponsibility to only explain your bisexuality on the surface.It seems that the whole bi community only wants ppl to know them without letting their true selves being known.Only when more people start to care more about each individual’s profound connotation of their different bisexuality, could there be less discrimination on bisexual people.
Also,i suggest you reconsider the question I mentioned in previous comment that “could watch only gay porn be enough for a bi guy in a gay relationship”?
This is actually a paradox with no perfect answer.
Why?
One one note,it’s obviously unfair to bi ppl because there’s no way they could 100% avoid instant attraction towards women.And lots of bi guys have spoken out their objections by accusing it of controlling and sparking insecurities.
On the other note, a gay-bi couple could enjoy gay porn together,but not a lot of gay ppl love watching straight porn together to see his bf jerking off to pussies,breasts or even girls’ screaming without causing insecurities.(Tho there are might be some gays into that).
However,does letting bi guys watch str8 alone solve the problem?I think it’s logical to say that it’s likely to decrease the mutual sexual connection since they cant enjoy str8 sex together like they do in gay sex.
rationally it’s actually a reasonable request especially when a bi guy stated that “he just doesn’t care about genders”.
It’s lovely to know a bi guy answer they okay with that,but i mostly I get the opposite ones.
Anyway,the question isn’t made to get a perfect answer.It’s to help discover a bi guy’s inner sexual desire.
It’s more helpful than just asking whether they have sexual needs for both genders to be satisfied at the same time.
STOP WRITING THESE LONG ASS ESSAYS. WTF!!!
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Dude my only response to this is you need to work on yourself and figure your shit out. Stop looking to other people and what they do with their lives, make your own story and be happy.
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If a man, who you don't really know, and it's sexual preferences can harm you... You have a pretty important locus of control issues.
I like debating and tried to be comprehensive and respectful, but there is no sense to keep discussing this with you.
Sorry to everyone else, I should have stopped this nonsense before.
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Will someone do a TLDRHave not been on lost for a long time.Well.Thx for your perspectives.However,u can’t represent Nick or the whole bisexual community.Nick said he is 50%male 50% female which seems too intentional to me
Have not been on lpsg for a long time.
Well.Thanks for your perspectives.
However,you can’t represent Nick or the whole bisexual community as you said be4 sexuality is complex.
After the argument,I actually asked a lot of bi guys in real life.
What I discovered is that most of bisexual ppl I encountered love to have sex with both genders at the same time.
Most of them get aroused by hot guys or girls with no emotional interaction needed unlike your demisexuality.
Most importantly,their sexual attraction towards male and female are completely different and must be satisfied at the same time .
And I think their deeds explain themselves.Like some bi guys love to ask gay porn star to do str8 scenes
some always switches their partners’ sex from time to time which indicates that sex with only one gender is not enough for them.
Now think of this.If a bisexual guy asked me to be his boyfriend,proclaiming that “he just doesn’t care about genders”
so I tell him that “he could only watch gay porn in our relationship ”what would you and he think?
I could tell you there would be a lot of bi ppl condemning me of being over controlling.
However It’s him who stated that he just doesn’t care about genders.So if what he said is true,then my request would be no problem for him because gay porn is enough for him.
Besides,my request would never be a problem if I just date a gay guy.So how is that controlling and a problem when it comes to date a bi guy?
Because some bi guys know what they really want ,they know that it’s hard to suppress their need for women in a gay relationship but they like to cover it with “I don’t care about genders”.
And when ppl finally discover the truth,they would blame on the whole bi community even tho not all bi ppl are like that but some bi ppl in the community kept giving them a false hope and misleading impressions on bisexuality.
The more blames on bisexuality,the more bi ppl are eager to give false impressions .
I even met “bi” guys who told me sexually fluid ppl aren’t bisexual.
Lol,talking about discrimination from its own community.
It’s like a vicious circle.
like tastes of salt and sweet,no one can stick to only one taste for a long time.
For instance,I much prefer salty food but I cannot imagine myself never being able to have a taste of sugar for an entire month.
Now imagine a bisexual guy who has both needs for men and women,how depressing it would be for him ,if in a gay relationship,to avoid intimacy and sex with women for 10 years or maybe even 20 years.I’m not even bi,but the idea already makes me cringe.
of course,there’re ppl like you and some other types of bisexual ppl ,but they all want to make a impression of being sexually equal and lots of them always keep attacking ppl with their correctness ignoring the diversity of bisexuality.
Do they ever care about those bi ppl who have both sexual needs?They’ve been pressured so hard,can’t they see?
They consider the “I don’t date bisexual ppl” thing biphobic,however i don’t think most of bisexual ppl ever considered carefully themselves before starting a relationship .
They always explain their bisexuality on the surface “I like both men and women”
And then what?
To me,that doesn’t answer anything.What I want to know is your deeper desire not just “you like both”.
Hell i’m gay but I can also say that I like both men and women as well.It’s just that I like women emotionally not sexually.
I like to hug and kiss women showing them affection but I hate to sexualize them coz sex in my opinion fundamentally represents selfishness and possessiveness.
Sex is all about satisfy your own needs.It pales before friendship and family love.Now come to think of it,what we called “love” is actually just friendship or family love but with sex.
I love women but I have personal needs that I condemn evil and I don’t want to hear women crying,begging for it makes my heart break so I subconsciously lash my sexual side on men.
I love to fuck strong men,I like to hear powerful men moan and beg.I want to see men break but I would never want to hurt a woman.
One thing I would never understand is that why ppl think fucking women makes a man masculine.
I thought being masculine is about protecting women,not to fuck them.
Str8 men consider women weak,fragile and in need of their protection however they love to fuck women love to hear women beg moan broken.
To me it sounds so sadistic and more like a bunch of bullies who enjoy bullying the weaklings.
This explains why str8 men possess their toxic masculinity and tend to be dominating,sadistic and committing violence.
That’s not masculine at all.I enjoy domination on a powerful man because it’s at least sexually fair while dominating women sexually is just more like women passively accept their fate which is a huge turn-off for me.What’s the fun dominating those who are born disadvantaged?
A lot of str8 guys don’t even let their gf touch their asses.Smh.
I guess it has something to do with the environment I grow up in where male chauvinism strives and I always find comfort with my female fellows.Girls are always kind to me while men around me cant stop judging other chicks’ appearance or making dirty jokes.they always subconsciously treat women like their properties their possessions as if men are superior.
So I subconsciously think when you are sexually attracted to girls you can’t stop sexualizing them or objectifying them because it’s your primitive instinct to fuck them which leads to the toxic masculinity I hate the most.
As a gay man i absolutely understand how sexual and mean men could be to their sexual targets.It’s just that str8 guys lash their evil sides on girls.
Honestly,when I watch normal str8 porn,I always feel sad and triggered then trapped within my own deep thoughts of male supremacy
However,I’ve also watched lesbian porn and femdom porn where girls wearing fake dildo strap fucks guys or girls and it feel so much more comfortable for me.Even though I’m not sexually interested but it’s cute to see.
I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s just that I don’t love to see guys penetrate girls.
In my view,it’s just a male creature taking advantage of females’ disadvantage in sex for not having an penetration tool.Yet males always take it for granted which irritates me so much.
Okay back to the bi topic.
Last year a bi guy asked me to be his boyfriend,so I told him i only want long term relationship and asked him “if he’s okay with avoiding close contact with women and no sex with women for 10 years or even 20 years”.And you know what,that sacred him off.
Yea,getting rejected for being bi is saddening and I’m sorry for that,however if you don’t even want ppl to understand your true needs,how you expect ppl to embrace you or a happy ending?
I know a lot of bisexual ppl are scared to admit that their needs for both sexes must be satisfied at the same time fearing they may be considered disloyal so a lot of them only express their bisexuality on the surface by saying something like “i like both that’s it”or”I just don’t care about genders that’s it” to express their loyalty,equality in sex.
(well,some might be,but I believe not all ppl are what they are saying)
but rationally It would only hurt both sides much more if you keep concealing your desire,especially bisexual ppl themselves.
In Nick’s case he stated that he is 50%male 50% female which seems too intentional to me because his following is over 80% hot males.
And he likes str8 porn ,breasts,vagina on his Twitter,I don’t know whether he do it intentionally or not but if it’s true then it’s obviously a signal that his husband can’t satisfy his needs for women and he is doing onlyfans so I tend to think he would eventually film a video where he fucks girls just like what other “bi” onlyfans guys do.
And man they really love doing that and brags about how great str8 sex is becoz it makes them “masculine”for fucking girls.
I don’t know how long it would take for nick to reach his breaking point when he decides to fuck girls in real life,2years ,5 years,10years?Or would he never do that becoz he is too loyal to do that?Either way,someone would get uncomfortable or even hurt deeply either him or his husband or even both since his husband seems to be gay and nick proclaims he is “50%” straight.
But rationally I don’t think his 50% could be suppressed for that long.I mean if you were half attracted to girls which means you get instantly sexual seeing a hot girl the same way you see a hot guy.Could it be possible for you to suppress it that long?Or even is it totally comfortable for you with no intimacy with women for 10 years?
UNFORTUNATELY,I’ve not yet seen a bi guy who is half half in gay relationship for over 5 years in real life.marrying a girl,yea,I met some,but gay?no.
Women just have so many advantages over men when it comes to marriage or long term relationship.
The only advantage men have is just dick.That’s it.Other than that I couldn’t think of a single reason why half half Bi guys would ever want to keep a guy for that long when they literally have better options.
Not all women are nice persons,but at least most of them have better personalities than men.Women are able to conceive.They are better dealing with relationship.They are more emotional than sexual.They don’t think with their sex organs like men.You would have more support from your family and less discrimination if you marry a girl.
Most importantly,95% girls like guys while less than 5% men like men.
What would you choose if you want a soulmate as a half half bi guy ?
90 girls out of 100 who is likely to be decent person or 5 gay/bi guys out of 100 who is likely to be a walking sex organ?
Any person with a rational mind and common sense could tell choosing women will make you life easier if you are sexually attracted to girls.
As for myself,being gay only makes me want to be str8 so much. Aren’t gays the ones complaining about the toxicity of gay community?Sigh.
It’s so hard to find a decent gay guy who is loyal while I’ve met so many nice girls I want to marry were I str8.
I never understand why half half bi guys give up women to date guys.
I don’t believe there would be a half half bi guy who thought to himself “making my lifer harder is so fun so I’ll date men even though I know women are better choice ”.
The irony is that this kind of person is the one who complains about gay men being trash and praise women for being nice.
I’m like “hey?Shouldnt you know it in the first place?why the hell you keep saying the obvious thing and keeps making the same mistake falling for men?”
He is either a masochist or just much more prefers men which makes his half half a total lie.Or,he is just playing and he never intends to make it a long run.
if nick said he prefer male,that would make his bisexuality more believable.But half half?Lol.The lesbian and femdom porn I’ve watched is even much more than the girls he follows on his social media. A smart onlyfan bi would never reveal his bisexual ratio. It seems he’s just too eager to grab money off girls since he married a guy which makes him so “gay” and “not masculine ” and he is keen on proving his masculinity.
You probably would be thinking I was just being rude and ranting.
Part of me,maybe.
But mostly the reason I was mad is not for nick being bi.It’s because I reminisced him coming out as gay many years ago and I think I even screenshot it in my old iPhone.
In addition in his old deleted ig account he only tagged “gay” no “bi” tags at all,he only started tagging “bi” last year with the only fans thing started going strong.yet he proclaims he’s bi the whole time and seems so mad for being considered gay which confused me so much.
if what he said is true and he doesn’t want to be considered gay then why not tag “bisexual” in the first place and maybe stop tagging so many gay tags ?(Also he never tags “bisexual”,just an inconspicuous “bi”with many other gay tags attached on Instagram and he doesn’t even show off his “bisexuality”on his ig profile the same way he always makes “Bi” the priority in his porno profile)
His deeds are so self-contradictory.
Therefore,in my opinion,he’s just faking it to attract girls for money(and I absolutely understand that his sexual appeal is pretty strong to many girls.Hell.I would even fake being bi for money were I him)the same as those “bisexual” str8 guys who only pretend to be bi to grab gays’ money while being secretly homophobic.And you know how gays loathe it.
If what I said triggers you,then I’m sorry.
Usually I would just leave alone when i saw a bi guy.
But I followed him since high school and I always adored him for bravely being gay.
Now I only felt duped and confused.
Why wouldn’t he said it be4 the onlyfans thing?
How much I loved him before turns to frustration and disappointment now.
Anyway,If he is truly bisexual,well then I wish him happy sincerely.
However if he’s just faking it,then I wish him a life with no men but only vaginas and breasts since he is so “masculine” for enjoying fucking girls
At last,I want to say that Nick isn’t the only gay-turned-bi guy after onlyfans strives.We would never know if they are faking it for show or it’s what they are,but I don’t think the whole thing is healthy for the community.It boosts money worship and destroys the fundamental of the LGBT community —-be yourself.This different from gay for pay thing because most of them at least are being honest.However I have no regard for ppl who have no principals and base their life on deception for money.
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